Soul Mama On Purpose
A few years ago I found myself
feeling alone and disconnected
from my truth
I was in a tunnel of darkness
and the only way out was through
So I asked myself...
WHAT. ARE. YOU. TRULY. HUNGRY.
FOR??....
And all of a sudden...
My eyes welled up with tears
As I finally realized
that what I was truly hungry for..
Was a deep connection
to my SOUL PURPOSE
And that only I had the power
to give that to myself
But there was a part of me
that was afraid
Because I was bullied
when I was a little girl
and it left me with an open wound
I was screaming for connection
Yet terrified of rejection
But despite my fear
I found the courage
to sit in the seat of my soul
And breath into the pain
of a hurt little girl
who was crying out for love
and crying out for help
I wanted her to know...
That she was worthy of feeling loved, safe and that she was part of something bigger than herself
I wanted her to know that she mattered
I was determined to heal the worts
and clear the weeds
So she could plant new seeds
with mindful intention
So every morning I gave her a hug
I gazed into her eyes
As I looked into the mirror
And said ...” I love you”
I felt like I was swimming
in a vast blue ocean
of infinite possibilities
Because when I saw her reflection starring back at me
with stars of hope
and galaxies of faith
Nothing else mattered...
Hand in Hand
Heart to Heart
She and I embarked
on A Journey Home to Self
SELF LOVE
SELF ACCEPTANCE
and I AM ENOUGH!!
I began to bathe her with new beliefs
as she began to reclaim her power
That’s when I realized...
As a woman and once a little girl,
I had given my power away
before I knew I had it!!
So I nurtured her with song
and shifted her frequency
I embraced her with laughter
and raised her vibration
I asked her what she needed
so she felt valued
I bought her flowers
and I took her on dates
Together she and I
skipped down the road less traveled
smiling from ear to ear
And then she shouted
I AM HUNGRY TO BE FREE!!
I want a meal and not a crumb
And just like that,
a fierce whisper echoed in my heart
as a veil of peace
draped over my naked soul...
And I said...
It is my divine birthright
to have my needs met
And I want relationships
where respect is the foundation
of connection
And then I said...
I am hungry for relationships
that don't dim my radiant light
I am hungry to see others unwrap
my gifts as if they were their own
I want to be loved and appreciated
I want to be adored for my
REAL. RAW. ORGANIC. TRUTH!!
And all of a sudden...
I wasn’t afraid to be alone anymore
Because I didn’t need validation
and approval from anyone but myself
Because no one can define me
but me
And that’s when I was 100% certain
that I am capable of taking care of myself
God has a divine plan for everyone
and mine was to mend my life!!
So never under estimate the power
of a little girl with
A. B.I.G. S.O.U.L. P.U.R.P.O.S.E.
